My mind is always clouding,pondering,and wondering all these what ifs. I can’t help but think sometimes if I had a more..well normal life,how it would be. If I had lived in one house my entire house in that picture perfect small house for a typical middle class family. It keeps me up and I wonder if I hadn’t been to all these different schools in my life,would I have been a completely different person? I might have gotten better grades and ended up in my dream university, I would have been happily exploring California,instead of glancing out into the cold Seattle night. (Don’t get me wrong here,I love it here though.) Its just that high school was just a game of credits for me,catching up for what I missed from previous schools. Not to mention all the much unneeded drama..They say that the past is the past. Although, now I am haunted from all my mistakes.